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Saturday, October 28, 2006

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i've quit football for a while...the uni team, friday football, football with eagles-the lot.thank God.

saw a play yesterday, called "The Letter" which shows how Paul came about writing his letter to Corinth and the Ephesians. it was really cool....i miss drama and the beauties of creating the scenes. but it reminded me of one important thing...that without love, we can't really progress. we should choose to love, not just to accept. that's what JC did for us...although we're all unpure and stuff. it hit home...cause recently, i've fallen away from a lot of people. i guess the fact they let their lives go astray and them moving away from God just made me disappointed..and i actually felt really let down by them. for example...there is jamie. he's moved far from God...i don't think he's christian anymore. however, i try, maybe not my hardest, but i try none the less to talk to him and encourage him to church. the only medium i have is football, cause he's a really good footballer and i enjoy playing with him. but recently, he's just blown off most times i've asked him to play, which isn't many, and it's petty and pedantic of me to feel this way- i know...but i was still angry with him. i guess i can just say i'm sorry...i'm trying to think of a way to start again..it's hard though when you're kinda low. i guess i should ask God for more patience this time...cause i couldn't deal with him not coming to football haha. how fickle.

uni's hard...i'm not adjusting to the work as quick as i'd like...and i'm struggling again haha. but, i'm slowly building more solid friendships with people on my course which is a great comfort.

i think i've slowly moved on from the previous girl....i think it was a very big crush...it probably withered cause i haven't seen her since. however there's one girl in church that's struck my eye for some time....and i've come into a lot of contact with her recently...i can't really help myself can i? i think i'm a perve or something haha...oh well, let's keep it hush hush.

God works wonders in our lives..thank God he opened my eyes to this simple revelation. love your neighbour as yourself. brilliant...let's think about putting this into action. although i'm a bit low atm...i've found a lot of comfort in God. i don't think i'll be touching a football for a while...

uni. it'll either make you or break you.
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